weep your hearts out.. hahaha..
i guess this is the time when i can tell you this. its my own hearts story.. my friends know this well because ive told them the story alot of times already.. ive had my heart broken just recently.. and its something i wasnt expecting.. just when i thought that everythings going well.. boom... its over..
it was hard.. really hard..
but you know what?.. i got through it.. beautifully... oh yes i did..
admittedly.. it wasnt easy getting out of that low point.. i had to muster all the strength i have within myself.. especially since, we work on the same offfice... same company..same everything.. what can you say about that?.. stone heart right?.. its never a ball during the first times.. but my family.. and friends made it easy.. they made me realize and feel that im worth more than what he made me feel. being surrounded with people who really cares for me was the best shield that was built for that kind of emotional saga.. hahaha..
the feeling that i trusted this person and he just left it broken was really more than one could bear.. but one must go through that process to be able to say that they have really loved.. as cheesy as it may be.. being in love was and is the best feeling.. never regretted going through that stage.. it was the best and worst feeling.. but ultimately.. it made me a better person after..
so far.. we have been the most civil persons in the planet. making sure to greet each other with respect was what i want to for us to maintain.. its the least we could do, in reference to what we shared in the past.. i wanted to be his friend, not because, im still hoping for us to be reunited or something...but because i know it is whats right. i care for him, like i do with my other friends.. and he will always have one of the best spots in my heart.. what ever happens.. more of the fact that i loved him, is that ive learned tremendous lessons out of the hearache.. its rather reason enough to be thankful.. even.. if he hurt me..thank you for the memories sir.. hehehe..
okay then.. we've been at this long enough for me to reminisce the good times.. again.. to you.. thank you for the best memories ive had for the longest time.. you've given me so much to hope for.. that.. after the down times.. theres always that special sunshine for me.. and i will never have gotten to that realization if you havent brought me to my weakest point.. thank you.. is all i can say to you.. and one other thing.. be happy.. as i am..
