Tuesday, December 29, 2009

one worn out day...

its one heck of a freakin' worn out day. by far the most excruciating day of my entire december. never gotten an ounce of avail time. never.. ever.. as in nada. zero.. can you imagine?.. i dont suppose you can.. but if you do.. i know you'll think.. holy crap!!.. and i totally agree.. its been a looong day.. and we couldnt ask for any other prayer than for this day than to end. every one was so drained out to even mind any other thing than to finish the call to be able to relax and take advantage of the mighty ACW moment.. bloody slt people who kept on ringing our phones everytime we tried to even breathe a little.. i dont even want to think what laters outcome will be.. well.. worst or not.. we cant do anything but to take it all in.. until the right time comes.. got it? good..

but after the shitty shits.. we were able to convene and have our routine starbucks moment. 'twas as always.. fun and energetic.. with the help of gk and mrs montemayor... we were gonna wait for the delayed pay of the month.. so why not spend it together with the beks gang.. :))
twas a lot of fun yet again..

Sunday, December 27, 2009

workmode / workmood

well.. well.. well..
another day to scratch out on my work sched. i cant remember when's the last time i felt like an eager beaver coming to work. honestly, even during the times that i HAD 'someone' at work.. i had times that i did not like going to the office and doing the same old routine we are so used to 'performing'.. sometimes things gets too hard too handle its goes to the point where you feel lke someones choking you.. yeah.. that bad.. it really is.. especially during times when we're being manipulated and exploited for being the 'more knowledgeable' people. is that our fault?.. hell no!!.. we werent even asked if we wanted to 'join the army'.. but instead what they did was to throw us out straight into the belly of the raging Service Level beast... oh what the heck.. even if i rant all 365 days of the almost up year 2009.. its not going to change anything.. come 2010, i believe its going to be far worst than what we've experienced.. again.. thats the price of being 'better than the others'... multiskilled = reskill = bullcrappy work load.. ngrrr.. if only...

ohwell.. enough of the un-pleasantries.. ive already poured my freaking anger out.. now is time to reminisce the fun-filled day.. maybe, one of the reasons why its full-filled was cause of the fact that we didnt have "eyes" looking at us all day. "marcos" was not in the office.. ahahaha.. no martial law was imposed.. the PpOW's (Pauls prophets Of War-ever.. ahahaha!!) were free for a day.. and so we all went to play the merry game of freedom&proxy galore.. ahahaha.. although i personally dont know how to do the 'magic'.. atleast i was able to take advantage of the times we were able to glimpse at some 'juicy' stuff over at mrs montemayor and gk's stations.. ahahahah.. its the kind of work atmosphere that we'd all love to have on the floor just so we dont lose track of the moment.. i know we've had our shares of ZT-ables, but nevertheless, we are all entitled to a working surrounding that'll enable us to breathe.. even for just a while. this was one of those days.. to the drain with floor decorum.. wahahahah.. we werent just having fun.. we were respiring to ease out the tension that going to that s*%#-hole of an office gives us.. our mini-get togethers in the office... on the work floor.. means a small way of relaxing.. and its sooo refreshing... we understand the fact that we are on the job.. but a small time of chika moment wouldnt hurt.. wouldnt it?.. especially if mrs montemayor gets a tempting offer from an admirer.. which gets the team conference burning with hot and spicy issues of arousingly exciting proportions.. ahahaha.. you'll get the point.. eventually...hahaha..

thats why.. workmode should always be equal with workmood.. 'coz not unless you've gotten better insight of what GOOD you should be expecting in the office.. you'll never get the encouragement you need to fill the void of your so-called station.. get it?.. got it? good!!... eventually?.. lol...

Saturday, December 26, 2009

and so i start to blog...





this is it!!

omg.. for the nth time i've tried to 'setup' a blog page.. this is THE first and actual time i was able to really.. REALLY start it. i dunno if it was time or if i just was too lazy to think about how to make an outstanding intro.. haha.. but i guess its more of 'peer pressure'.. ahahah.. you know who you are beks'.. bwahahaha..


well.. how do i start?..
lemme describe my person in five words. im your new best friend.. :))
no really.. im not kidding.. im not that hard to get along with. my friends could attest to that. im the most freakishly laugh-addict person you'll ever meet. i love listening to uber happy/funny stories my beks tell. everyday should be a laugh-out-loud moment. i never dwell on lonesome issues.. they'll just bore holes in your heart that'll be hard to mend..and i sooo hate that. not that i dont care, but lifes too short to meddle on unpleasant memories dont ya think? (we'll work on that topic in some other blogs..hahaha..) i also have a share of emo moments (of course.. who doesnt.. ) but i guarantee you its manageable, controllable and totally valid.. if i have my fits of irrepresible anger.. it boils down to an uncharacteristic denouement in no time.. im that easy.. i love forgiving.. although it really pains me to forget.. but then again.. thats why the word positive was invented.. thats what keeps you up.. thats what powers your will.. again.. lifes too short.. live it with your heart and spirit.. and everything will fall into place.. just laugh all the un-cool vibes off.. and all will be well.. getch?.. ahahaha..


btw...im an only child.. never bratty..oh and yes.. i went through the stage of being spoiled.. but.. i was also priviledged to live my life in such a way that i was able to learn all the lessons i couldnt get from being the 'baby'.. yeah it has its perks and bonuses.. but altogether.. being alone meant all eyes are on you.. 'i see you'... hahahah.. dont care much though.. like what i said.. i never brood on negative things so why pay attention on the unwanted?.. aww... feisty.. :)


heck.. i have nothing else i can think of saying.. i dont know what else to tell you except that im happy i was able to start this blogging thingy...atleast its one way of expressing sentiments as they pass me by.. and its going to make 'mrs. montemayor' happy when the time comes.. ahahaha..


last thought: i have never felt happier in my life...im at this point when i know and understand how things go.. and being with my family and beks.. makes it all the more fun. so there.. thats one cheesy way of starting a blog huh?...you'll get to see more.. just you wait.. till next blog issue.. buh-bye...