workmode / workmood

well.. well.. well..
another day to scratch out on my work sched. i cant remember when's the last time i felt like an eager beaver coming to work. honestly, even during the times that i HAD 'someone' at work.. i had times that i did not like going to the office and doing the same old routine we are so used to 'performing'.. sometimes things gets too hard too handle its goes to the point where you feel lke someones choking you.. yeah.. that bad.. it really is.. especially during times when we're being manipulated and exploited for being the 'more knowledgeable' people. is that our fault?.. hell no!!.. we werent even asked if we wanted to 'join the army'.. but instead what they did was to throw us out straight into the belly of the raging Service Level beast... oh what the heck.. even if i rant all 365 days of the almost up year 2009.. its not going to change anything.. come 2010, i believe its going to be far worst than what we've experienced.. again.. thats the price of being 'better than the others'... multiskilled = reskill = bullcrappy work load.. ngrrr.. if only...

ohwell.. enough of the un-pleasantries.. ive already poured my freaking anger out.. now is time to reminisce the fun-filled day.. maybe, one of the reasons why its full-filled was cause of the fact that we didnt have "eyes" looking at us all day. "marcos" was not in the office.. ahahaha.. no martial law was imposed.. the PpOW's (Pauls prophets Of War-ever.. ahahaha!!) were free for a day.. and so we all went to play the merry game of freedom&proxy galore.. ahahaha.. although i personally dont know how to do the 'magic'.. atleast i was able to take advantage of the times we were able to glimpse at some 'juicy' stuff over at mrs montemayor and gk's stations.. ahahahah.. its the kind of work atmosphere that we'd all love to have on the floor just so we dont lose track of the moment.. i know we've had our shares of ZT-ables, but nevertheless, we are all entitled to a working surrounding that'll enable us to breathe.. even for just a while. this was one of those days.. to the drain with floor decorum.. wahahahah.. we werent just having fun.. we were respiring to ease out the tension that going to that s*%#-hole of an office gives us.. our mini-get togethers in the office... on the work floor.. means a small way of relaxing.. and its sooo refreshing... we understand the fact that we are on the job.. but a small time of chika moment wouldnt hurt.. wouldnt it?.. especially if mrs montemayor gets a tempting offer from an admirer.. which gets the team conference burning with hot and spicy issues of arousingly exciting proportions.. ahahaha.. you'll get the point.. eventually...hahaha..

thats why.. workmode should always be equal with workmood.. 'coz not unless you've gotten better insight of what GOOD you should be expecting in the office.. you'll never get the encouragement you need to fill the void of your so-called station.. get it?.. got it? good!!... eventually?.. lol...